Insights

1. link post Tue, May. 29, 2012

   watch how I draw? :P

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for almost a year or it is more than a year my "about me" contains "frozen eyes..................ice" it just so happen that I can't think of anything "about me", I can't describe myself..........and I think that's before but that doesn't mean I know myself,...HEY there's always a stranger I see when I look at the mirror, it varies everyday..........as i recall when I was sophomore in high school, once a teacher told me "I can't express myself", and from that day on, I wonder when? and I became both excited and afraid. I think I had overcome that, thanks for being a senior, i finally realized a significant "part" of myself.ENOUGH..ok so i'm done with my story telling, and i were you, i'll be really really really really really really bored reading this so I COMMAND...STOP!!!freeze!!!read no more..ok???good!

my pseudonym before are : "stolen_glance"-got it from a picture of anime; "glimpse_gaze"-I stop using this; "diamond_rhombus"-this is special and I changed it to "rhombus-DMND" i got a very much liking to letter "D"(obviously it's because both my name and surname starts with it)(with numbers, i prefer number "four", since when you count 1-2-3-4 in alphabetical order, "D" is the fourth letter:) ; recently, I also use "sketch-corner" sketch since I love drawing but I don't even know how to sketch properly, It just so happen that my drawings are full of messy lines unfixed unlike other and corner because I love corners, like corner of walls, I LOVE LIVING THERE, sort of comfort away from verities when I want to escape into my dream-like blablablabla..whatever;"nymph_Daphne" I am a nymph, NO! it is Daphne who's the nymph but my name is Daphne too, so I use that, i feel like i'm unique having that name :) since I like mythology, i thanks my name-giver for that and Daphne's story is about turning into a laurel because he's afraid of a very good-looking guy called "apollo"....see the similarities?..well, I don't..:P
I think I forgot some of my pseudonyms, that's for now, wait when will I'll remember them all...:)

so about me, there's nothing but why am i tying lots and lots, may be there's actually something
about what I like and love..:)my hobbies
i love TUMBLR
I love drawing, as I mentioned earlier, and I discovered a site where I can draw online, and i's magnificent that I'm inspired but other's work, normally I draw with pencil no.2 (mongol) but I discovered to use mechanical pencil on detailed works, and I'm proud to say that I am one of those first users of mechanical pencil on my batch in school..:P..am I? hope I am:P
I'm starting to paint, I will..:) I want another branch of "art" to practice, although i know I'm neither professional or expert in traditional or modern, i feel good while my hands is busy
I love my hands, i feel like they're the most useful part of my body, sorry to my hands i abuse them too much as well as i abuse my eyes, but I i have an interest with "eyes",remember these words? "frozen eyes....ice"?? that's it
I love anime, so much, since when i was young, the sailor moon, cardcaptor sakura, they were the start until now, that's why i'm inspired in drawing animes..anime_emina and yes did I forgot that I want this to be my pseudonym also, it just so happen one of my former classmate's name sounds like that, I don't want others to think what you are about to think....
few days ago, or it's actually year ago, I start drawing portraits or other things than anime..........I want them moving, to be alive, BUT IT'S REALLY HARD TO DRAW PARTS OF BODY..:\ I'm not good in drawing sceneries,house,objects, i need a copy to resemble how do they look like, i just can't imagine...that's my limit.
I super love manga and GAKUEN ALICE is on top of my list, i really do have the list...:).....
I love reading them I don't care if finish reading them on night or midnight, I just need to satisfy myself
I also love books, i want adventure, thrill,mystery,......investigatory.......i want my mind to get working on excitement
I am workaholic to what I want, "I hate responsibility but it's part of the activity" they used to train me to work and work and I am a nocturnal, I work on night, I feel like I'm the owner of my world at night, and the time gets slower at night.....but it's creepy sometimes...
I also like "photography' since it's an art,but I don't have nice cams, so I got a little depressed about it, it will have a time
I love DOODLES, doodling, :D and I miss it.........2 years ago I read an article that if you doodle in class, it will help you to recall the discussion well :Phope that's a fact
I love poem, it's like a hard thing but once you're finished , you'll feel amazed by expressing yourself in mysterious way where only you can understand it, I love that...misleading others to your thoughts..:D BUT this last school year I almost stop because of work tragedy, and I think it helps to stop my emotional tragedy, is there?
I love K-drama too!!!!!!!....:)
well,that's for now...my hand hurts aw